some words for you

salam =(
 

 i just got one missed call from someone i'm really missed so much , 
also i had recieved one message from Mr F :

 Mr F : Sory , ttekan .

Me : i miss you :-(

nothing respond from him :-(

that guy is . . .

Faheez Azlan the only one name in my heart now that i really miss him badly :(

it was for a week more ago we're not in connecting yeahh , this is first entry i writing about him .

 Hmmmm . . . .

well his name actually is Muhammad Faheez bin Nor Azlan , nice name what . where did we got know each  
 other ? iskk rindu gila waktu dulu bersua muka . firstly we got into a competition called Kejohanan Antara 
 Teknik was held at Teknik Kuala Selangor as Tuan Rumah , that time my team from SMT Teknik ERT 
Setapak wakil Bola Jaring , lets beat with me haa since from standard 5 lagi i dah teror Netball , HAHA ( muka bangga pulak ) and my fav part is Wing Attack , Gol Attack but sometimes boleh jugak jadi Shooter even i dipanggil Katek pun hebat jugak make in lots of net Hahaa well  dan Si Dia pulak from Teknik Klang wakil for Rugby Team .

i do i loves rugby Hahaa pelik kee aku minat ? minat pada players jeee agagga !( gedik ) ;-D .
i suka body mereka pffttt sasa la der , tp tu players luar negara laa , kalau malaysian pun ada jugak .


okayh we turned back to about Faheez ( Aiz ) his nickname , like a cute what , i really miss that name :-(

we had together on 28 May 2010 , aku akan tetap ingat tarikh keramat tu sampai mati . memang betul keramat la dia duduk , Hahaa , kt mana lagi kt KL laa  babe . Act dia ex-boyfriend i , we doesnt together anymore now , our relationship sampai 27 September 2010 JEEE :-( , just spent 3 months together T.T iskk iskk huhh 
( emotional kejap ) , kenapa kenapa weehh ? mcm mana kami boleh broke up ? Heee long story , itu belakang cerita lahh . Malas nk pendek kan , takpala just 3 words i can shares " Kerana Orang Ketiga " .


how felt so sad that time dia tinggalkan  i pada malam during i prepared for SPM Trial , oh goshhhh hanya tuhan saja yang tahu ,  most everyone has had to go through the pain of having a relationship end. It's never easy to face it well , i jadi gloomy gila bila dapat sms kata putus dri dia , and thanks for my best friends in dorm Berkat ( dormmates ) Gjie , dyla kechik , Musliha , Bella , always gave some advices and support behind me :-)) i do love and miss all of you :-(

After he left me on that night , kami tak contact lagsung sebab aku nak concentrate for examination , i wont just because something worst happened aku dapat result teruk , tp while examweeks helds Alhamdulillah i faced all dishevellment dgn hati yg tabah , thanks to god for gave me a strenght . bg aku tak teruk sgt la result trial , passed all subjects .


but lepas je trial habis , something during that time Si Dia datang balik contact aku , i really didnt expected that he will come back to me , and he asked for a met . Well , aku tak rasa la dunia ni dah berakhir bila ditinggalkan by someone that i love , I won't go down alone this time
once he've taken what was mine , tersangat la berat beban rindu yang aku tanggung , menggunung perasaan aku tertanya-tanya untill when will i  carried this hurts away , sangkaan membuak di fikiran ,  beban itu akan dipingkul ? ditanam dalam hati ? dicampak ke dasar laut ? arghhh shit .


since that aku layan dia sama mcm waktu dulu bersama , cuma kurang sikit la gedik manja tuhh , yelaaa who am i right for do it ? my love and miss feels on him still the same until now  , never will be faint ,
but he don't even notice it . :-(  how the way can i tells him ?? hope he feels the same as me right now .

 only your name